So frustrated

I’m eighteen weeks pregnant. I get heart burn and chest pain so frequently now and I’m exhausted. I got blood tests done and they came back with hyperthyroidism and Graves’ disease. Which I’ve had since long before becoming pregnant it just hadn’t been diagnosed because I’m nineteen and the doctors kept saying that I was feeling the way I did because I was young and my heart rate was just a little quicker then normal. I’m considered to have a high risk pregnancy because of the medication I’m on and the problems with my heart.

I know it’s stupid but a friend of mine is visiting from South Dakota for two weeks. And her and my best friend want to go shopping and go get food two hours from where we live and I just don’t want to. I don’t have a lot of money and i want to buy things for my baby not waste it on things they want to do and I feel guilty for that. So I’m just ranting because I don’t really have anyone else to go to about it and they definitely don’t understand given they know my health issues and are mad that I’m not staying the night with them tonight.