Ah the tricks the body plays

I have been praying for labor to begin...38w3d today and a scheduled c section for Friday due to baby girls position. I got SO excited today because I started cramping real bad...like almost struggling to move and thought “ah it’s happening!” Nope, just some normal stomach pains that ended with a 💩. Now, no more pains. I am SO grateful for baby girl to be healthy, moving around a ton and knowing I get to meet her this week but the time feels like it has officially stopped! Just needed to vent to people who understand