Positivity needed ugh

I need someone to vent to. I’m 24 years old, I have my first child on the way. I’m in what I thought.. was a “serious relationship” HA wrong.

Anyways.. my boyfriend is little bit older than me..(a lot)... already raised his children from his ex wife. When we got together the first thing I told this man was I wanted kids but not necessarily right now. I’m not on Birth Control and refused to take it. (My choice; was honest from the beginning.)

He did NOTHING To prevent this baby. He knew I wasn’t on anything, he knew from the FREAKIN BEGINNING!!!!!!!!! I’ve told him many times.

When

I told him that I was pregnant.. of course first thing first he said:

Him: I DONT WANT ANYMORE KIDS.. PLEASE HAVE A ABORTION.”

Me: Absolutely fucking not, I chose to have sex, you knew I wasn’t protected, I’ll take care of what we created, because that’s what adults do.

(This is just my personal choice) I know can raise a baby and have a lot of support from my family.

I am so sad he’s being like this. Every day he says “I have no choice You’re going to have the baby no matter what.” Yep, sir, that you have correct. I’m grown. How about you act your age.

Do I try and make our relationship work, or do I just do this alone completely?

I’m not afraid to be a single mom, but I did love him.

We fight so much now that he’s stressing me and my body out. I have health issues the way it is. So:

Do I stay with him?

Do I just say eff this and be single?

Do I tell his kids? His family?

Do I just ghost him?

We live a hour apart. Before getting pregnant I was supposed to come live With him this month.. ugh. He knew this could happen. I’m so over it. Please no negativity. I already have enough.