Feeling defeated

Samantha

It’s been over a year since we lost our baby at 15 weeks and we started trying again this past November as I had to have surgery to remove a septum of tissue from my uterus and still haven’t gotten pregnant in 4 months just feel defeated as we want to add baby #2 to the family now in 2 week wait but I just don’t think this is my month either cuz my kiddo has been sick and missed most of the fertile window just needed to vent