just need some support😔

i’ve just been feeling so down lately, i don’t know why though, i shouldn’t be. maybe i’m just being ungreatful f why i have i don’t know but i just haven’t been happy lately. i’ve got the best boyfriend and family and i’m still not happy.... what’s wrong with me???

i’ve just been out of my mind lately and i don’t feel like i can talk to anybody about it because where i’m from teenage girls are always judging people for this kind of shit, eg they always say “she’s doing that for attention” and yeh stuff like that,,,

i have self harmed in the past and somebody saw it at school, it was under my upper arm so pretty well hidden but i lifted my arms to take a jumper off in a hot day and they saw it, then people started talking and so on.

i’ve recently thought about overdosing but inside deep down i don’t want to lose the ones i love, but then on top of those feelings i do?