Advice anyone?

Recently I met a new friend which also recently became friends with benefits but I’ve hit a pot hole in my life where I wanna have... which I’ve had before but only with one person but now I have some new who this time treats me right but I’m afraid of a whole lot. That’s putting so much pressure and stress on me like what if my mom found out or what should I use to keep my 🌺 shaved, hygienic, etc or what if I fall pregnant or he decides to choose someone else over me but should I be afraid should I take the leap and find out what the future holds or should I back out completely........