So I’ve been suffering from depression for a long time. I’ve really lost hope trying to get better because I somehow find my way back to where I started. Because I’ve been depressed and slumped I was stressed out and took it out on my boyfriend because we constantly spent time together. He quit his job two weeks ago and he was in charge of picking me up from college because my parents took my little brother to his martial arts class. I’d be eager to see him and joke around saying he takes forever to get me that he has to go to the bathroom etc. I realized now that I was being a bitch and not realizing it takes an hour to get from where he is to my school. I joke around a lot and I guess he didn’t realize I was joking and bottled up how he felt. I don’t drive because I got into a car accident when I was younger and I’ve had a fear of it. So I’m 18 and just now learning how to drive. I rely on him for rides but I didn’t know for college I’d have to. My mom just asked because my schedule clashes with when they have to take my brother to martial arts. My bf said I was inconsiderate for not planning out everything. The thing about me is that I plan and make sure I don’t burden anyone. I can’t schedule my classes early in the morning because my mom has to take my brother to school and my dad’s at work. I schedule it too late in the afternoon my grandma won’t have someone to pick her up. My mom asked him the favor of picking me up while I’m still learning how to drive. I just feel hurt because I explained that to him and I constantly apologize for being unable to drive I’m really rushing to learn so I won’t be a burden to him. It just hurts because it feels like he’s saying he makes the money, he drives me everywhere. I told him he should have dated someone who knows how to drive and has a job and not so strict parents. But he wants me but he doesn’t like my situation and I’m left to feel like shit for it. Idk am I overreacting?