I recently had a miscarriage at 15 weeks. I know it’s only been 2 weeks but I feel like I’m getting worse as the days go on.

My body feels healed but my head is all over the place with so many thoughts of that awful day when I miscarried naturally at a&e. It was the most traumatic day and I can’t get it out of my head. I’ve started having these panic attacks at night time too. I’m so so worried for the future and I don’t think I’ll ever be a mum. I just can’t see it. I can’t see a bright future right now. I really hope my mindset changes cause I dread every day feeling the way I do. I feel like it’s all my fault and when I look at my husband and see how much he’s hurting it kills me as I feel like I’ve failed him. I’ve spoken to loads of people face to face and it does help me but once im on my own again it comes back and I feel so low. I just want it all to stop.