Embarrassed

I’m highly insecure of the fact that I’ve been dating my boyfriend for 5 years, and we still haven’t had sex. We’ve done everything but sex, and we’ve tried having sex (it didn’t go in and it was a mess). Everyone we know is having/had sex, and I feel so horrible for making him wait like this (even though he said he doesn’t mind). Our friend just got into a relationship a month ago, and theyre already having sex. My ex (shoudlnt even matter but it does) even had sex. Everyone around me isn’t a Virgin, except me and my boyfriend. I feel disgusted with myself.

Almost 20 years old and I’m a Virgin 🤦‍♀️