My Last Hope before Taking a break!!!
So, I started seeing a fertility specialist this month and my husband and I had ALL testing done.
Great News- we are both very fertile with not a single issues and most of our test scores higher than average
Bad News- we just can’t have a baby.
This month my hopes were high, it was my official 1 year since TTC .. and today AF made an appearance (I event tried preseed this cycle)
So next month we will try an Natural
, my doctor didn’t recommend and medication because of my test results.
I have OFFICIALLY decided that after this
, if it doesn’t workout out I am taking a 2-3 month hiatus from “trying, trying”
I’ll still BD and pray, but peeing on a stick everyday, stick my hand up my vagina to check CM , planning sex has all taken a tremendous toll on me mentally and I think I need to recoup from that! Getting my period today, I cried for hours and have no desire to be around people.
PRAYING that this Natural
helps us conceive , but if not, taking a few months to work on accepting the situation and mentally be ok.