I know all the saying is "All good things to those to who wait" and "I should let the good Lord upstairs do his work. He knows when it is me and my fiancè turn to be parents just be patient and let it happen" and "don't want it or think about it so much", but it is so hard when you see your friends and family having babies and you see all the status about them on Facebook! I'm truly not trying to think about it or want it so much but right now I feel like I'm getting depressed cause it hasn't happened to us yet. I mean at first it seemed like my fiancè didn't want kids (but that's because he thought we were ready yet and he's being silly) but now he's always talking about it and he got excited when I was late last month saying "I thought I had one on the way" and now sharing things on Facebook about it.

I don't know maybe I am being impatient and selfish about it but I just can't help it. 😭😔