Am I too fat or just chubby?

I met this girl at the mall or whatever and I got her a Snapchat so we talking for a couple weeks right. We decided to meet up and out of the blue she said I’m sorry I can’t do this you’re just too overweight and me being me like I’m a nice person and all I was going to hurt because I really like her we were going to go on a Valentine’s Date The movies then out to dinner and then maybe go bowling or something honestly I was really looking forward to it and all the girls that I have talked to always said something about me or just decided to end it. I haven’t experienced this with guys because all they wanna do is have sex and I don’t want that.

Please tell me if I’m ugly and fat/chubby because I get both and I think I’m Bbw but it’s so hard 😩💔