Advice please!!!

My Husband respects all my decisions but I’m not sure what is the right decision to make i don’t want him to be in the same room when I’m giving birth I know it sounds terrible but I’m almost shy or embarrassed for him to see me in so much pain. I also saw a case about a husband who was traumatized and was disgusted by his wife after he saw her give birth and that kinda worries me but I also want him to experience the birth of our child what should I do any advice????