I wanna freaking runaway.. f***!!

I been killing cockaroaches noooon stop for the past 3 freaking days .. babies and bigg ones and keep cleaning up over and over and they keep coming I have no clue from where!!!!!!! I'm sorry I'm so frustrated I hate this it makes my hair itch thinkin it might be crawling on me at night what do I do I've tried home remedies anyone who has been thur this please I'm begging for help this has never happened to me before NEVER! Yess we live in a trailer its been raining alot for some days now ... can I message someone privately and talk to u about this ... I want to stay anonymous cus I feel disgusted.

Can I call someone who's a professional? If so what are they called... do I have to throw away everything so they leave I kinda wanna run away I'm soo pissed off I hate these things I'm sorry if I'm being rude I want these gone!!!!!!