Would you feel the same way !! Angry, upset, worthless

Ok so my boyfriend and I have been together for 9 years, still no marriage!! Well anyway, he never spends time! He’s either at work.. that’s fine, but then he doesn’t get home till late!! I never see him, even on weekends he’s out doing something, I feel so lonely he talks to me like crap, I feel like he’s not their for me anymore, I’m pregnant,12 weeks! He don’t care, he’s just living the single life!! I’m sick of it, he goes mad when I moan at him about not seeing him enough, then causes arguments, an I rite to feel this way..would any other women put up with this because I’m getting sick of it, i must only see him for 2 hours on a night time and that’s it!! It’s not fair!! He’s cheated before now making me think he could be seeing someone again but when I ask him he gets mad!! Saying I’m the one who’s cheating when I’m definitely not!!