struggling

recently I graduated high school and I’m starting to notice that my friends are acting a lot different... going to clubs... swearing a lot more... drugs & alcohol and doing a lot of sexual things.

I’m not one to judge but I feel like everyone around me is changing. I don’t want to covert to “worldly ways” but it’s a lot of pressure you know?

I’m worried that if I keep my plan to wait till marriage that no boys will be interested. or my friendships with some people might end.

I don’t want to force anything but it’s a little discouraging when society is telling me it’s okay to just put out and have fun and do whatever since I’m a teenager. but I want to do what is right?

anyway, I’m just struggling with new changes around me and thinking about future relationships I may or may not have