HELP ME

So I'm going to be 8 weeks on Thursday. I'm 20 years old, the father doesn't want anything to do with the baby basically and just wants a piece of ass from me. I still live at home and I haven't graduated yet with my degree and I don't make a lot of money. I still suffer from severe depression and anxiety. I see people I know that have kids they struggle with a baby and their boyfriend or fiance in every way and are on welfare and WIC and Medicaid. It's not bad but I just don't want to be struggling and be dealing with my mental health and work 2 jobs and go to school and take care of a baby on my own with no help from the father or my family. I just think getting a abortion is probably a better idea. I've taken over a week to sit back and think about things and look at my life and listen to others and I'm heartbroken over the idea of getting a abortion but I don't want to bring a child into this world and not have everything it needs and be struggling and know I will be depressed my whole pregnancy and after giving birth because I've been depressed since before finding out and it hasn't gotten better. I just want to have a home and be financially stable and finish my education and have a career. I just need others who have had the same feelings or have had a abortion or have thought about it or opinions but nothing that will make me feel worse then I already do. I don't want a abortion but it is the best option out of 3.