Venting about how life thinks I’m a joke 😅

I just need to vent 😭 not being able to conceive has been so hard on my marriage! I mean come on! We got married because I got pregnant at 19 freaking years old! (okay kind of because I got pregnant. I really loved the guy too.) but I was a virgin and got pregnant ON THE FIRST “TRY!” I was even on BIRTH CONTROL!

I miscarried at 16 weeks when we were newly engaged. That being said...My family haaaaated him because he was a “bad boy” and then it made it even worse when he knocked me up hah... they kept telling me I have an out and to run. Since I miscarried I can leave him in the dust. But I married him. Best decision ever! Now it’s been years and years later. I’m 28 and he’s 33 years old. We only used contraceptive the first two years we were married...

why is life such a bitch...

Okay, I feel better now. I’m just really annoyed at life.