Trying again

Last month I was so happy to find out I was pregnant only to have an early miscarriage a few days later. I was devastated, I don’t think I’ve ever been so sad in my life. I’m 32 and this was my first pregnancy after having an ectopic about two years ago. My doctor told me we could start trying again as soon as I stopped bleeding and felt comfortable to try again, so we did. It’s been a little over four weeks since I first started miscarrying and I know i ovulated about two weeks after. I would normally be expecting my AF by now. I’ve been having mild cramps and breast soreness that’s been coming and going (mostly in the left one). I know your cycle can get messed up after a loss and im trying not to get my hopes up. I have so much anxiety right now that I’m scared to test because I know I’ll be really sad to get a BFN and then again if I get a BFP I’m going to be worried about another loss. I want a baby so much and at my age I can’t help but think I’m running out of time. Any encouragement or other women going through something similar would really help to ease my mind.