I am FREAKING out!

I don’t know why, because I haven’t cared too much up until now, but we’re having our gender reveal in like 2 hours from now and I’m freaking out. . Why am I so nervous?!! I have two boys I love so much, I know that if I get another boy I will be head over heals over him, but obviously we’d like a girl too. Sometimes I’m afraid this is our last because I’m just so sick and am not sure how many more my body can handle, and that’s why it scares me, I think. What if I never get my girl? . . . We haven’t had a girl on my side or his side for over 19 years. EVERYONE is going to let out a disappointment sound soon! Haha!!!! Oh boy. I’m gonna puke.