Am I pregnant?

So my Husband and I have been trying to get to get pregnant for a while now. Sadly we have miscarried 3 times. This month I have been feeling different and having all the pregnancy signs; I am aware that my body could be just pmsing and I want to be pregnant so bad my brain is tricking me, but I've even been gassy and that's really uncommon for me. I took a test a test at night and it was completely negative. I took another one in the morning and it was negative at first (not sure how long it was before I gave up and just saw negative) but I walked by it probably an hour later and this is what I see. I took a cheap digital one and it came up not pregnant. Has anyone experienced this before? And what was the outcome? I feel pregnant but I don't know what to think now