Well...

So I talked to my ex and like he told me that he and this girl I knew are officially together and I was like I know now. And we talked on the phone about it but just bout that bc you know he wanted to tell me. So after we hung up I started listening to music and they were sad songs. And then I got sad and told him that he hurt me and I've been depressed bc you know he cheated on me with her. And when I told him he was like you gotta respect that I'm with her so she has my attention. Which is stupid bc she didn't do that when him and I were together. She talked to him while we were together which drove him away from me and and I was like never mind forget it. I'll figure out how told help myself be better. But I still can't. I'm not the happy person I was. He hurt me really bad 😢 but I'm really trying.