Things aren’t necessarily terrible but they definitely aren’t easy. My baby is always on

me. Constantly nursing. Naps during the day are so hard since he really doesn’t let me lay him down. I can’t get anything done. My house is a mess bc-I can’t get anything done! And when my house is a mess, it makes me crazy. I hardly cook so we’ve been eating out a lot which makes me feel guilty. People keep saying enjoy this time as it’ll be over before you know it, which makes me feel even more guilty-like I’m a bad mom. I’ve barely been out of the house as it’s very cold and my baby hasn’t had any of his shots yet. I find myself questioning if I was really meant to do this-to be a mom and feeling frustrated with it. I LOVE him, please don’t get me wrong but I’m going crazy.