What the actual fuck?!

Right now I kinda really wanna punch my husband in the forehead. I know he works and I don’t right now. I know he’s paying bills. But I haven’t slept more than 2-3 hours at a time, and no more than 4-5 hours a night for a month now. I have a 4 week old baby, who had gone through formula transitions so he’s pretty upset and gassy sometimes, and tonight he was just so overtired and couldn’t sleep for more than 20 minutes during my prime sleep time. I was frustrated to literal tears and my husband went to bed at 11. And slept through ALL of his screaming, except for once and held him long enough for me too pee, get coffee, and him hand him back to me. Im so tired I fell asleep while feeding my son. And husband is still snoring away at now 9 am 🙃😒 fuck him so much right now. I mean that with love probably. 😂

Edit: NOT TO FUCKING MENTION I just started my period. At 4 weeks postpartum. I’m officially done with life right now 😂