No more September baby 😢

After no heartbeat and measuring small at ultrasound on friday and blood tests done I just had a d and c performed today. I wish all you ladies the best with all your September babies as you all approach that anticipated 12 week mark over the coming weeks. Feeling disheartened to be right back to square one of trying to conceive again, especially as the longer it takes the bigger the age gap gets between another child and my 3 year old son. Tempted to pack it all in all say screw it, I'm no having more kids but I know I would regret that decision in the end. All the best ladies xx