I’ve been so depressed, my mom is always putting me down I don’t want to say it but I hate her so fucking much. She’s always mean to me and being negative... I feel like I’m the problem but I don’t do anything i just want to go away somewhere by myself. I’m losing emotion towards my boyfriend i love him but something idk what is , is making me feel like I should lose feelings so if he leaves maybe it won’t hurt as bad . He does everything right I’m just so used to be left with a broken heart idk what’s wrong with me