Extremely heart broken

I'm 44 and tried to live a good n honest life. Haven't good luck n the man department but 4 yrs. Ago I though my wait was over. I finally found the guy that loved me unconditionally. We were not perfect but perfect for each other. Well.....he has turned out to be like every other man I've encountered. He had me thinking all these years he wanted marriage and family. I found out last night not by his words but he had a vasectomy 2yrs ago. I'm so broken right now on his selfish decision.