I’ve just been feeling frustrated the last few weeks. I wish sometimes people wouldn’t say what they are thinking. My journey of trying to start a family hasn’t been easy. And I know some have it way worse. We lost our first pregnancy at 6 weeks in 2017 and in 2018 I had a chemical pregnancy. We’ve been trying for a almost a year and I’m getting ready to start round 3 of Clomid.

One I feel like my husbands sex drive is just decreasing and I don’t know what to do or say with out making him feel like crap.

Two my best friend thinks I’m going to be. Psycho on Clomid and that I should hate everyone who is pregnant or adopting. My sister in law who has PCOS is pregnant and a friend of ours who had cervical cancer and had a hysterectomy is getting ready to adopt a new born. And I’m nothing but thrilled for them. Why should I be upset when someone is getting something that is hard for them or they can’t do on their own.

Three my dad thinks it’s cute that I have to be on meds to help me get pregnant that was literally what he said. And he didn’t mean it in a bad way but still upsetting.

Four my cousin is getting married in California in December. But if I get pregnant this month we don’t be able to go. Well my sister said well just don’t try right now so you can go. And that bugged me because I’m taking meds to get pregnant and I’m not letting the meds go to waste. And then because I was getting a little upset she said my hormones were raging. And that upset me

I know people don’t mean it in a bad way. It’s just frustrating and upsetting. And I need to just ignore people but it’s hard. And sometimes I feel like I let them get to me and make it all the more stressful.