I feel you are cheating on me. I check your phone records every day. You text the same woman, you send her pictures, you lie to me about talking to her. You say I can text her, shes just a friend, you have nothing to hide, but i feel if i do that you will be pissed off at me. I'm terrified you're gonna break my heart again. You promise it's just us. You're not interested in her. You're so in love with me but you've told me all of this before while you were dating another woman. I forgave you. I took you back...multiple times. Why am I so stupid? I have the most nagging feeling that you're cheating on me but I don't want it to be true. I'm afraid to bring this baby into this world and you not love me. You not love her. I hope that I'm wrong. If its true this time I'll walk away. I'll never speak to you again. I'll never ever let you see her. Itll be one of the hardest things I have ever done but I know my worth and its definitely not this. I deserve more. I deserve someone who treats me like the amazing woman that I am! My daughter deserves more...and that's what matters the most. I'll always love you but I'm no longer afraid to walk away. 💔😢