I feel so stuck in my life

My current job has made my anxiety and depression so bad that I just can’t stand it anymore. I dread going everyday and I want to cry the entire time I am there. So I go and apply for other jobs and get interviews but then I don’t go to the interviews because I get super anxious about it. I’m so scared of change but I need it right now. I just don’t know what to do. I feel like I’m stuck in this spot and am never going to get out because my anxiety just makes me worry about every little possible thing that’s any different than what I’m used to. I just don’t know what to do.