I feel super hurt right now.😥 I told my hubby I might be pregnant again.(we have a son just a little over 3 months old)

I said I think I was spotting when i went to the bathroom. He looked at me and said( oh well it's fine hopefully it wont stay long. You wont be pregnant long. Because before are son we had 5 Loses) 4 m/c and 1 infant. He doesn't want another baby until are son is at least 5 but he is the one who doesn't want to put on a condom. And even if I forget to change my patch. He still want to finish in doors.

It hurts he just expects me to lose more babies 😥. Until he wants one again he keeps talking about getting me pregnant again. Then he makes these kind of comments when I could be pregnant again.

That just really hurt me. (Hopefully it wont stay) he is not the one who has to deal with the doctors the being poked at to find out what happened all the bleeding. Maybe I am overreacting but that comment really hurt like we tried for so long to get pregnant and stay pregnant. I am not going to lie it would be hard but I would love to carry full turm again and have another baby.

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Update

So turns out that I was pregnant and I lost the baby this morning at about 11am😓. I am so hurt we have lost babies before from miscarriage. But this one hurts almost as bad as my last one not pain wise ( other then cramps) but emotional wise. I have not told no one that I lost the baby other then my hubby. He was sad now to and said he was sorry we both say things we dont mean.

I just really wish he didn't say things like this he said the same thing when I was pregnant with are first son. That he wished I did miscarry. I was in the hospital due to bleeding from stress knowing I was pregnant. They told me it was a miscarriage. We got in to a fight months later and he said that he wish I would have lost the baby so he could leave me. We later lost him after birth due to a birth defect. I just dont know how to feel anymore. Most people just thought I was crazy and had line eye turns out they were wrong not me. I am just so lost.