Postpartum weight

I've been pretty frustrated im almost 4m pp & im pretty much almost back to my pre pregnancy weight & i honestly dont feel like i look too bad , but shopping is horrible i cant find anything i like , on top of having a c section i cant find anything thats comfortable.. then i see myself in pictures of videos and realize how big ive really gotten..

This weight loss thing is gonna be very hard for me im sure of it..