Sex after delivery😳

Sooooooooooo... a little before & during pregnancy. I’ve had NO type of sex drive. None at all.. i was actually beginning to think i lost attraction to my daughters father. Anyways my baby’s sleeping & i told my boyfriend to try my breast milk, not trying to be sexual at all. I take out my titty and pinch my nipple. Milk comes out and he licks then starts sucking the shit out of it, i just look at him while he’s doing this and he starting grabbing my ass.. i told him to stop i was getting wet (which felt so good seeing as i haven’t felt this way for so LONG with him) he takes out my other boob and starts sucking the shit out of that one too. He pulls out his dick & i hesitated because i was so scared if i was fully healed because i tore from my vagina to my butt and if it was gonna hurt because it’s only been 8weeks. I take it slow and it did hit for a second. I take it out and spit on it slid it back in & i start jumping on it 😩 & it FELT SO FUCKING GOOD!! I just wanted him to nut in me😂 i fucking begged him to nut in me and sat on it so deep because i wanted him too😂😂 ofc he didn’t he jumped up as soon as he was about too cum but it felt soo good 😂😂 I’m ready for round 2 in a little bit 😩 just had to share this!!!