My husband doesn’t understand

So.... last night and this morning, I got bfn tests once again. When for the past two weeks, I was getting what I though were faint positives. So of coarse once I seen my test last night was negative, of coarse I was bummed out and in my feelings, we’ve been trying for seven SEVEN years! And I thought last month was our month, we did everything we were supposed to. Opks, has sex several times during my fertile window, blah blah blah, you ladies know what I mean. But once again, I was wrong. 😩😔 all I want in life is to be a good wife and a mother, if nothing else those are the two things I should be able to after my husband. As a woman, I should be able to have children for my husband. Women have been doing it forever, so why is it so hard, it seems? Anyways back to the point, I was bummed out and in my feelings last night after getting a bfn, and my husband had put two and two together, he had bought me tests earlier that day. And when he figured out what was wrong with me, I tried to talk to him about it and let him know how I was feeling. When I did, he just yelled at me and told him not to get him pissed bc he’s trying to go to bed in a little bit and I’m stressing myself out and that’s why it’s not happening. He also told me to stop acting crazy and called me a fruitcake, all bc I want a baby and was depressed last night bc reality sunk in that once again I was not pregnant. My question to you ladies is, how does your husband handle your depression of getting another negative test? Is he supportive or is he like my husband who tries to avoid talking about it and says hurtful things to stop you from talking about it? How do I let him know how I’m feeling and get him to talk to me about it without it turning into an argument? Oh he also said, “ do you think we’re the only ones dealing with this?” Which I know we’re not, but it feels that way, seeing as everybody else around me seems to be getting pregnant accidentally or if the are ttc it seems to happen really quick for them, but I didn’t say anything and just shut down and went to bed. Any advice will be greatly appreciated.