AF is a mega bitch

My period is due in 2 days and I can feel AF coming up to me and be like "don't be surprised bitch, you ain't gonna have a baby this month, AGAIN!"

Its my 11th month TTC-ing and my husband and I are giving it a year untill we go to the doctor's to check it out. I just pray and hope it is all okay. I just gonna rant it out yknow.

Knowing both of our grandmothers actually dreamt that we are having twins it's making me think. I'm so sick of being disappointed. I hope this month could me our month.. who knows right? Comment if u have the same feeling too, we can be buddies