I'm devastated

I would be 6 weeks tomorrow, but I started spotting yesterday and then full on bleeding with clots today. As soon as I passed my first few cloths my cramps hit. I'm devastated, but should I feel this way even though it's such an early loss? This is my 4th pregnancy, 1st miscarriage, and 1st BFP since TTC with my new husband. I was scheduled to have my first scan at 8 weeks, and then we were going to announce it. 😢

Anyone have a similar experience? I need some encouragement on how to deal with this.