Every day is agony

First trimester waiting sucks. I’m 11 weeks tomorrow, my anxiety is ramping up again. I have my 12 weeks appointment on March 5th and then my nuchal translucency ultrasound the following day.

I don’t work and all my friends and family are 2000 miles away; so waiting every day alone until my husband comes home just sucks. I have 2 dogs to love on but I feel so fragile I have a hard time getting much done. Ugh I really hope I get through the next 10 days okay.