My best friend has been battling cancer for over a year now. Over that year we’ve become super close and I’ve never had a friend that so fully like she does and the other day she got bad bad news from her doctors and I’m so fucking because I don’t want to exist in a world she isn’t in and none of this is fucking fair it’s such a nightmare and I haven’t seen her in a few months and now I’m scrambling to make time to see her and it’s hard and she never feels up to having me over and I regret every second I haven’t spent with her and I regret not meeting her sooner and I’m just so scared anyway please pray for her please