Of course because my mom kept putting off my fafsa (and refused to let me do it), I am now probably not going to be able to attend spring classes. Great, another quarter going to waste just sitting around waiting. I’m beyond pissed off. It’s like she doesn’t care about my education. I’ve been wanting to go back since FALL. Come on man!!!!! Just let me go to fucking college. She literally pays NOTHING, so why is it so hard to do this ONE LITTLE THING? She’s had MONTHS to do it, and she’s been putting it off

Also dont know how to do it on my own, and I don’t have any of my papers to do so. Its pointless for me to try because I will get screamed at if I do. 19 almost 20 and still having to deal with my mom controlling every little thing. Also yes, I’ve been nagging about to her for over a month now, and every time she said she’d do it, she wouldn’t. It’s only now, when it’s probably too late. Yet she somehow has ME feeling bad because she’s annoyed and frustrated. I told her straight up “if you don’t want me going to college, just say so.” I also said, “so sorry I’m a bother.” Like it’s my fault or something when it’s not. Why is it so hard for me to get an education?