Aunt Flo

My period supposed to start today. Normally I have a little spotting a few days before but I haven't had anything. I don't feel pregnant tho 🤔. I'm just gonna wait a week and pray that it never come. Me and my fiance have been trying for 2yrs now and this would be the best gift I know I could give him for his birthday in a few weeks. I don't like talking to friends or family about it because I feel like I'm over obsessing about having another baby. My daughter is 8 and keep asking for a sibling and I feel like I disappoint them every month.