Woke up thismorning an hour before I was supposed to and I’m afraid to go back to sleep. Today is my baby shower/gender reveal party and my bf isn’t home. He’s at the location getting it ready. I had the most realistic/vivid dream that he was leaving me. At my baby shower. I can’t shake the feeling and all I want to do is cry and hold him. I hate pregnancy hormones. They’re seriously messing with my head and heart.(7months pregnant)