302 pounds!!! 😭💔

I went to my First Lady Doctor appointment ever yesterday. I stepped off the scale and immediately started crying. The nurse was so kind and asked me if I was alright and I explained to her why I was crying. I couldn’t believe that the scale just read over 300 pounds. I told her I never thought or wanted to get this heavy. She told me I didn’t look it, which was kind, but I still weight 302. I guess my doctor saw the whole thing. She is the best doctor I have ever been to. She told me that we would do blood work, but she would put money down that I have PCOS from all of my symptoms. She said she is pretty much positive I have it. I also will most likely be insulin resistant. Which makes me gain weight and makes it very hard to lose weight. She said my diet and exercise will definitely play a part in it, but without medication it will still be extremely difficult to lose weight. So she put me on Metformin.

I am still just blown away and devastated that I weight over 300 pounds!! 😭💔