My husband left today for work and will be gone for almost 20 weeks. We just moved to another state this year and now that he left I feel so lonely. I don’t know anyone here and I just feel so isolated and like there’s nothing here for me anymore. Our home is empty and lonely. We have a dog, and even the dog seems upset today. I was fine most of the day until now at 4:30 because I know he usually gets off at 5 pm and comes home and we do our routine and now I’m left to do it alone 😭

The worst part is he’s going to be on a 5-6 hour flight until later on tonight. So I’m definitely going to be alone waiting for him to land so we can text and even then he will be busy getting a hotel room and getting settled. I don’t want to rely on him too much and stress him out but I have no one :(

I have a friend that just had a baby and is dealing with her own stuff and when I bring up my husband leaving she just ignores it and changes the convo back to herself and her baby. So I quit trying to open up to her. My sister is too busy, and my mom passed years ago so I really don’t have much of anything to take my mind off of it and keep me busy. Also the weather here sucks and I’m going to be snowed in by the end of the week. I just want to cry and throw myself a pity party. I hate this feeling. Sorry for complaining I know others have it way worse than I do. I just feel so alone.