I’m a mess!

I have just been having the most terrible week! I’ve been super moody/sensitive and I keep breaking down and crying or getting upset and angry. There has also been times where I can’t help but feel happy (I much rather feel happy). I am sure I am putting my husband through a lot right now. Anyway I am feeling all these way mostly because I am 21 days late and I am pretty sure that if I were to take a pregnancy test it would be a BFN (took 2 last week, both negative). I’m just getting so tired of waiting for a BFP, I feel like I want to give up. But then of course I don’t want to give up. I am just going through so many thoughts and feelings and emotions.