Yall so I went from 215 to 193 so I am getting my first ever spray tan and dying my hair red tomorrow to boost my confidence and self esteem. My husband has no idea I'm doing this so I'm really excited to see his reaction. I also hope it comes out well because my hair has been bleached previously and it doesnt take color very well. I'm anxious about getting the spray tan since I'm still fat and you only see bikini competitors, pagent models, and other fit people getting them. I'm doing one of the mystic tan machines tho so I think I should be fine as long as I can figure out how it works. I've always been insecure about being light skinned and growing up my (step) siblings who are all dark skinned Puerto Ricans have always made fun of me for being pale, and so did my ex boyfriend so it certainly hasnt helped with my body image issues. Wish me luck!!