So I go back tmrw and I'm sitting here holding my baby with tears rolling down my face. 13 weeks ago I was in labor with this precious baby girl and when I finally got to hold her, I haven't want to let her down.

I never thought 3 months would go by so fast and I'm so sad that tmrw is the day I'm gonna have to separate from her for so long, so often.

I'm an emotional person in general, but this is really tearing me up inside and I don't know how I'll get through the first day. I don't know how people do this, it just makes me so sad.

Anyone got any advice? I promise I'm not even being dramatic, I'm literally sitting here puffy eyed, crying my eyeballs bloodshot with snot running. (Tmi) but I'm being honest. I'm heartbroken, and I just really need some help. 😭😭💔💔