No baby shower for me

Emily • Rainbow baby boy due in June!💙

So I posted on social media if anyone wanted to come to my baby shower and literally one person said they would come. I’m pretty heartbroken, I don’t know how I’m going to afford getting everything I need because I thought having a baby shower would help a lot. My husband has a good job and we’ll be able to do it but it’s just upsetting I wanted to have one day about me and the baby and I feel worthless😥