anyone have helpful advice?

Maggie

A little over a month ago my best friend was killed in a car wreck. I have NEVER lost anyone close to me in my life until this happened so as you can imagine, it hit me very hard. I already struggled with mild anxiety & depression before the accident but now my depression is worse. (I’ve never been suicidal tho) I was excused from my classes for a week & a half but when I came back to school, I still have rarely went to class. I’ll tell myself to go but I just find myself in my bed practically all day with no motivation to do anything at all.. at this point I’m scared to go back because I’m so behind... idk how to approach my teachers & I’m scared to & I can’t afford to just drop all of my classes but I also don’t want my gpa to be trash either. I’m sorry if I sound dumb for even writing this post but I just don’t know what to say or how to tell my teachers about this & I also am scared they won’t understand or help me & my grades will be trash. If anybody has be through something similar & can give me advice on how they handled it, that would be great..