Thinking of it ... but need advice

Lilly

So me and my husband were thinking of trying for a baby next year as I’ll be 26 next year.

And once we’re financially ok and we no everything is all set. We’re ready to go

But I’m 100% sure that I have a phobia of the thought of giving birth.

I’ve tried to convince myself that if everyone else can do it. I can

But I don’t want to keep putting this off.