He broke up w/ me

My boyfriend broke up with me yesterday and told me that he has to handle things, there’s so much happening in his life, we’re in two diff places in our lives, and I don’t deserve someone whose going to be as toxic to me like the guys in the past have been. He said he doesn’t deserve to feel like trash and i don’t deserve a bf that feels like trash and neglects me. He continued to say he can’t offer me anything in the relationship and it’s not beneficial for either of us. I miss him so much today and I wish I could make it all better. I know he made the right choice for us, but I’m really fucked up over it. We didn’t end on bad terms and I told him I love him, I’m here if he needs anything, and he’s always got a friend in me. Bc he does and as his friend I miss his presence so much. 🥺💔 #venting